Exhausting day

Had my prenatal then headed straight to my father's home for a visit. It's not exhausting for regular people but very tiring for an eight month woman like me. But as exhausting as it is. I can say its worth it. I saw my dog for the first time in 5 months, oh boy, isn't he happy to see me.

Then I was given fruits, which a little bit heavy. Had lunch with them, gone home then sleep until dinner.

Currently Reading

A wonderful rainy day to all. What you doin? I was suppose to have a scheduled haircut today. Guess I can't go....

So here I am, doing online jobs and mining Bitcoins.

Other than that 'm currently reading Days of Blood & Starlight Book 2 of Daughter of Smoke & Bone by Laini Taylor

Still in the middle of it. You can check my review after reading this wonderful book at the Book tag.

Active Again

Sorry for being absent this few years. Things happened, I had a new job after job. Learned a lot. Meet new people friends as well as enemies. And specially heartbroken several times and hurt people too.

 But all of it are nothing of what I'm experiencing now. Those happened to me in the past are what brought me to this future, don't fret though, books are still part of me. Always will be, the thing is, I'm pregnant now, starting my own family, with the person who taught me and hurt me at the same time is now the father of my daughter. And I'll make sure she will be as amazing as me, beautiful too of course.




For now everything is alright as long as we have each other and our family and friends. I will do my best to be active in blog again as possible. Bless our little family is only I hope for and my child to grow up healthy.

Quote for the Day

“If you can make a woman laugh, you can make her do anything.” 
― Marilyn Monroe

Quote for the Day

The day we stop learning is the day we die.
-Michael Scott, Secret of Immortals(Niccolo Machiavelli)

Quote for the Day

QUOTE OF THE DAY

“The days that make us happy make us wise”

— John Masefield

First Fight

Do you know the feeling that you are so stress and when your calling for your boyfriend's comfort and instead he was making fun of you?

It totally pissed me off and I didn't talk or call him for the whole day!

Ugh! 

It left me crying and frustrated the whole day and night.

Overnight

I'm had the happiest Saturday Weekend in my boyfriend's house. Just him and me.

Cuddling, hugging and kissing all night long. If you can check my previous Blog Post, I posted that we haven't kiss as a couple yet, so that was our first.. 

Then made him breakfast by morning. Oh, how I wish I can do that for him everyday.

Quote for the Day

Quote for the Day

If you tell people everything you take away their opportunity to learn.
― Michael Scott, The Magician(Nicholas Flamel)

Quote for the Day

A woman's heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek Him just to find her.
― Max Lucado

Doing Good

My relationship so far is doing good.
Especially when he announced to everybody and to our friends that were on a Relationship status.
Then the way he talked that he was proud of me feel like I'm the most perfect girl at the moment.
I'm glad his friends liked me too.

Quote for the Day

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
― Lao Tzu

Quote for the Day

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
― Dr. Seuss

Quote for the Day

"You were born because you are going to be important to someone."

Does boys hate clingy girls?

Are boys showy with their feelings?

I don't understand.

Since our relationship started I've been sweet to him like any other girls towards their boyfriends. But he doesn't show his feelings much, like he doesn't hold my hands when we walk, only hug me when were parting to go home. I don't get it? I've been hugging him everytime I had a chance but he never return the gesture or even put his arms around me(Again, he only hug me everytime we parted). Or I'm just so clingy, really. I need a second opinion here guys. Does boys hate clingy girls?

I'm confused. I really think I love him, you know, my heart started to race everytime I see him, I like to touch him everytime where together, a skin contact like holding hand at least, his big hands against my small one. Then I can't stop thinking about him even were not together, he's even in my dreams! I miss him already everytime we parted like I want to ran back in his arms and kiss him, not mentioning he only kissed me once and that's not counted because were not dating when that happened. He haven't kissed me as his Girlfriend yet! Do I sound desperate? Then yesterday when he gave me a wink I totally melt inside.

Anyway we just started and I hope it's just my imagination playing in my head. Because he's my first serious Relationship(if ever he's serious with me because I really am serious with him).

And oh, I came to the church earlier asking God for his blessing for our relationship together in the future. Thinking of many possibilities for both of us together. Oh, God I'm really in love am I?

I just hope he won't found or read this post, he might think I'm overreacting and paranoid. What do you think?

Happy to Mad

You know the feeling that you are happy one moment and the next is you are raging mad?

What the hell is wrong with the people around us!

Will they stop taking everything away from me!

I lost my patient..  That's it!
I'm not staying to this place any longer!

Qoute for the Day

“Sometimes I feel like we're a knot, too tangled to be taken apart.” 
― Kiera Cass, The Elite

Unexpected Love in Return

Who remembered my last post title One Sided Love
Well Here is the Continuing Story

I never imagine...
Not even I thought...
Who wouldn't have thought anyway,
That that special person has the same feelings for me...

I feel like the happiest girl in the whole world

He confessed many things to me and I to him so I know our Relationship won't be easy but I'll do my best to make everything worthy of existence. To make it memorable.

This is our First Day in Relationship, and it was almost over. I should have post this earlier but I'm so overwhelmingly happy and forgot that I have a blog(hahaha), so here I am posting it before this day ends.

Qoute for the Day

“Break my heart. Break it a thousand times if you like. It was only ever yours to break anyway.” 
― Kiera Cass, The One(Maxon Schreave)